oh man. i don't know what is going on. there has been so much DEATH this year already. i know that might sound kind of stupid because there is death happening every single day, all around the world, but it just seems extra real when it is happening in your own town.. like.. every 4 days you find out someone else is dead. just like a little over a week ago i watched a class mate lay there in the coffin. now.. i just found out another 36 year old is dead. it's very depressing. and it is scaring me. i'm feeling at any moment a very close loved one of mine is going to be ripped away. no one ever wants their loved one to be taken away.. especially at such a young age. i know it has to happen but.. why does it have to happen so young??? again, i know it may sound dumb to expect all people to live to be 100. i know that's not how this thing works, but shit. it's just Real hard to get used to.
....feeling very sad.
also makes me think about the people that we love that are no longer a part of our lives. either they drifted away.. moved far away.. or there has been an argument that has kept you apart.
why? why does this shit have to happen?
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