6 months!! Jesus. To the DAY too. That shit wasn't planned, either.So I'm driving down the road about an hour ago.... jamming to "The End of the Line" by Metallica. LOUD. I look down and... my battery light is on. I'm like.. what the?? I stalled!! I don't recall ever stalling. [in that car] So I turn everything off... and start the car again.. it starts. It's been fine since. Funny thing is... I'm buying a new car in 2 days. Okay Universe.... I got it... my ride has reached "The End of the Line". Haha...
Um... is that really all I have after 6 months? I haven't written in my journal either. I think I've reached a ... what would be the opposite of a boiling point. ?? Or.. maybe it is actually a boiling point. I don't know what it is.. all I know is that I have apparently built some kind of wall in the brain.. I don't really want to talk to anyone about anything real interesting. Ha! That sounds completely ridiculous.. and I may have just made that up.
I guess you can say I'm going thru a rough patch in life.. and this is what happens when you hit a bump in the road.... your car breaks down... and you're walking to work for a while.
I see it tho. The light. The light at the end of the _______ tunnel. Shit. What's that word?? Don't you hate that ... when you know the word... that word... that word you Must use.. or else you feel incomplete. And a bit empty. Who can help me out here? You know where I'm going with this.. It's like.... a metaphorical tunnel. Or... figurative tunnel. The... something tunnel. And how about when the word you're looking for is "on the tip of your tongue"... then BAM!! It's gone. You just got a microscopic glance of your word... but nope... not yet. "They" make you wait a little longer. Yeah, that just happened. See, I bet if I read more books this wouldn't happen. My brain is not nearly stimulated enough.
The bottom line is.. I see the light. It's coming. And.. the light on the purple porch will be coming back on soon. So..sorry trick-or-treaters. Maybe next year.
Got it! Thanks to the hetero life-mate. PROVERBIAL! ....I can see the light at the end of the proverbial tunnel. And now that it's here.. I'm not sure I like it. Just goes to show.. we want what we can't have. And.. when we have it.. we're like.. Meh.
