Monday? Yep, there it is.

I find the things that elicit the most excitement in my soul involve music.  Especially upcoming musical events.  First we have a Doors tribute band coming up this weekend.  I know that's going to be very cool.  Then, 9 days from now I will be witness to one of my favorite group of guys on the globe, Live!  Ladies and Gentlemen...  The Red Hot Chili Peppers.  I've been a fan since Mother's Milk.. so about 23 years.  Bands always change...progress.. get older.. find peace in their lives... music becomes a little less exciting.  It seems almost impossible to keep that same youthful spark going that you have when you release your first couple of albums.  But.. they still know how to Bring It.  They are covered in wrinkles and gray hairs but they still flair up my Soul [to Squeeze] when I see them live.   

.....funny how one quick argument can change your whole entire demeanor.

we'll continue this another day.

not much.

got a new fax machine coming my way.  i've actually only punched this one once (that i can remember).  but i should actually take it out to a field and go Office Space on it's ass.  that would be both refreshing and hilarious. 

lost (not misplaced) 4 pounds.  good riddance you son of a beotch.  i can see myself twenty pounds lighter, it's just a matter of finding the mental muscle mass to break out of this prison.  i need rob schneider to tell me i can DO IT.

hmm.. let's see.. i'm just gonna run with it today.  don't have Too much to say. 

i think i need a frisbee buddy.  and a badminton buddy.  i LOVE these two things, but sadly you must rely on another individual in order to make it Happen.

Yep.. nothing's coming.  this Wednesday does kinda feel like a Monday.

Things to be thankful for:
Lovable Cats
Homemade Soap
Good Hugs
Butterscotch Pudding

Slow Motion

Complete Disaster Repair

I often refer to myself as a disaster.  Is that very nice?  No.  Is it accurate?  I think so.  I feel that I'm basically a functional, responsible train wreck.  HAHA.  That sounds really bad when I read it back.  I'm not a train wreck.  I just FEEL like a train has wrecked inside my brain.  Sometimes.  Haha.  All you out there with miniature train wrecks happening in your mind know what I'm talkin' about.  There was a truck in front of me this morning with words on the back reading "Complete Disaster Repair".  Haha.. I instantly thought of myself.  I could use some disaster repair!

I have however, learned to stand up for myself in the past .. oh.. I don't know how many years.  All I know is that I used to be a ridiculously shy, scared little girl that could never have the courage to stand up for herself.  I am happy to say that I have gathered up some wisdom along my way to..  Death.  HAHA.. Well, that's what it is, isn't it??  You live.. learn... gather up all sorts of knowledge and wisdom.. then you're body and mind crumbles to bits (lol) and you're...Dead.  BUT... that's okay.  We are focusing on the positive.. the NOW.. .the NOT-dead portion of this existence.  Wisdom.  A lovely thing.

Scene:  Giant Eagle.  At cashier attempting to purchase an item for $6.49.  It rings up $6.99.  I know this is wrong and I tell her (not very friendly "little person")  it's wrong.  Of course I get that attitude like... Whatever man.. just buy the effing thing.. don't be a pain in the ass... you're probably wrong anyways.  So she calls the manager over and they send this "gentleman" back to the shelf to see how much it REALLY is.  He comes back and says "$6.79".  Hahahaha.....  I know I'm right and I'm not gonna let these fuckers pull a fast one!  So I'm like, No, that's not right.  I'm going to go look myself, ok?  She's like "Well, he already looked."  I go over to look, and thanks to the wonderful technology of today, I took a photograph of said price tag which read "$6.49, mother fucka!"   On my way over, I did doubt myself, which I all too often do and I'm thinkin', I'm gonna feel like somewhat of a dork If I roll back over there and I'm wrong.  But, I was right!  The item right next to it was $6.79.  NOT the item I was trying to buy Thankyouverymuch.  So, I snap a pic of it.. and waltz on over to the tiny cashier like Bam!  Haha...  The manager saw it and had her change it.  All that attitude for nothing.  Gee, the customer actually IS right sometimes.  I finally got an apology at the end.  I'm surprised tho.  They don't be passin' those things out these days. 

THEN....  *sigh*  Yesterday was one of those days.  I don't feel like typing this whole thing out but.. I need this medical device for my mouth, but I don't need it enough to pay the $485 that they want for it.  I was told by the insurance company that it was NOT covered.  The doc's office calls back and says "It's 100% covered".  Um, ok.  So I go in, and they reassure me when I enter that it's 100% covered.  Terrific.  So I get fitted for this medical device - which requires purple Goo to be jammed into the pie hole - which I actually don't mind all that much - but apparently it was their Friday and their minds were elsewhere - and she did my Upper instead of my Lower.  AFTER I already corrected her when I  heard her saying "top".  So.. I had to be gagged by Purple Pete Twice.  Not that big of a deal.. but THEN...I'm about to leave and the chic wants me to sign a piece of paper stating that I will pay whatever balance is left over IF the insurance company doesn't pay 100%.  UUmmmmmm .... did we NOT have this conversation earlier??  The reason I am standing in your building is because it's not going to cost me a dime.    F*CK!!!!!!

But today is Friday.  And, I'm alive.. and I can See and Hear and Smell and.. Taste those mashed potatoes.  Haha...  I'm on a soft food diet at the moment.  TMJ is flarin' up! It's awesome!  "Temporomandibular Joint disorder".  I know it could be a LOT worse tho.  So, all is well in Train Wreck Land.  ....with the exception of me throwing this fax machine out the WINDOW!!!  


Good Day!